Hmmm
More of me contemplating.
Well, I am sitting here, feeling pretty chill.
I don't know what it is about me
99.9% of the time i feel like me.
Then every once and a while it's like bam
who?what?why?
And this usually carries on for a couple hours.
I don't get it one bit.
Like right now I feel like how I should feel
I am happy, I know things make me sad, but
i always know i'll have the will power to get out of them
But then during moments, without any cause or spark
I just feel out of body.
yeah know how I see it, it's probably because If i am not in a familiar surrounding
or at least not with COMPLETELY famaliar people
i get anxious, It's something i gotta work on.
Right now though all i wanna do is chill out, and
Make music. God I wish sometimes me and my band were more organised
it would be awesome to at least create a set.
Mhm.
Dire consequences to simple actions,
it's happening all around us.
<>< mantrain
Well, I am sitting here, feeling pretty chill.
I don't know what it is about me
99.9% of the time i feel like me.
Then every once and a while it's like bam
who?what?why?
And this usually carries on for a couple hours.
I don't get it one bit.
Like right now I feel like how I should feel
I am happy, I know things make me sad, but
i always know i'll have the will power to get out of them
But then during moments, without any cause or spark
I just feel out of body.
yeah know how I see it, it's probably because If i am not in a familiar surrounding
or at least not with COMPLETELY famaliar people
i get anxious, It's something i gotta work on.
Right now though all i wanna do is chill out, and
Make music. God I wish sometimes me and my band were more organised
it would be awesome to at least create a set.
Mhm.
Dire consequences to simple actions,
it's happening all around us.
<>< mantrain
posted by Richard @ 4:55 PM
2 Comments:
At 7:09 PM,
Courteney said…
thanks for the view into your mind.
just pull your band together...make some music...that latest song you sent me is wonderful...make it happen.
At 1:41 AM,
Pineapple Princess! said…
Hey rick. Glad you got home okay. you know, we should chill sometime. I like you very much, in a totally plationic-we've-been-living-in-lantzville-for-too-long-so-that-would-be-weird kinda way :P:P:P If youre ever near home, and get bored, now that Chris lives in not-lantzville and want to go to seaview or something, give me a call. 729-1987 (I'm gunna get in trouble for posting my phone number in the internet aren't I...)
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