Grrrreat

It's tuesday.
It's halloween.
I have to work tonight 5-10.
no biggy
I partied on the weekend so I am doing allright.
Wait, I was a creep at one party?
How the hell did that happen?
uhhhm?
I did not do anything to my recollection that was creepy?
Or is spencer being a jack ass again?
Wait i forgot that last part is a constant!
Fucking christ.
And the only reason I don't want to be a jerk to everyone
I see is because I am dressed as a goth. And that'd just be ironic.
Gawd people piss me off.
I don't think I am going to try being good at parties anymore if all i get is shit for it.
Also I am smoking salvia one more time.
Fuck you guys.
I want cookies...

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New pome

cold bodies and Cold Drinks

withered ink on white paper
true words tucked away in the gun cabinet
you go back to Sipping Drinks at the cabaret
a skeleton in a pin striped suite blood thirsty since birth
but all that’s heard is broken jaw silence
and all that echoes is your mute travesty
drowned out from the millions that scream your name
"Card board cut out!"

you swallow Dollar Signs and Candied Whores
on the giant turtles sand coated back
suckling on Sweet Tastes till the rapture
of that Hallowed Bottle you just forgot
and so will the kids in the cacophony
but not the bodies soaked in cold sweat
left violated by every single second of sickened morality
“We were worth it!”

DONE

I feel refreshed from the weekend.

<>< Mantrain

my head is concrete

I am tired.
I have work tomorrow
I drank again tonight
I drank last night.
Met a buncha new people.
It was exciting,
I snuggled with someone on friday night
And I forgot how excellent snuggling to sleep with someone is.
Nathan was there too.
so you just know it was some fine ass snugglin'
My back is itchy.
G'night.

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And it's been so long

mhm it's been forever since I have been to a righteous party
and I have two lined up.
ho shiznat, I am going to have a good time.
and for all those concerned skeaze rick is locked away
party harty rick isn't however
this is neat for me big time.

In other news taking a break from dnd *gasp*
Why?
get out more. have more time to myself and generally
just take a break.
I need to meet new people,good looking women preferably(HA!)
as of right now the only people showing interest in me
are people I have no interest in.But isn't that how it always is?

allright and continuing with the controversy of last post but on a different tangeant:

Guys should be allowed to find a girl physically attractive and not called borish because all he wants to do is violently make out with her.
Christ girls(most of) tend to get on this high horse that if a guy wants to do a girl
he should be emotionally attached too. That is bs. It's biology, we are ingrained to want to have sex with people that are attractive even if they aren't what were looking for emotionally. Now how we act on that can be borish agreed.

and another aspect defending the dude. Unless the guy harshly takes advantage(forces past no) of a girl and both of them are drunk why is it always completly the guys fault?
can the girl be at least blamed for being stupid?
christ if a guy nails a gross chick it isn't like he wakes up and is like
"No way bitch, I can't believe you took advantage of me like that"
No. he doesnt go around making her seem like it was all her. (even if he does call her a skank his friends WILL make fun of him for doing her. Because hey, he did it)

So in regards to all this, men are biologically programmed so are women, if you screw around both of yez should own up and deal with accordingly. Avoid the drama.

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I don't really post, you don't really read.

So, here I am updating my web log without a clue to as what to put in it.
Well, I am sitting at school? It's really boring? I hate the transit system?
(shutup people from nanaimo, you think it's tough? try living in lantzville)
Oh! I know.
So I was pondering up some controversy,
And from an objective view, certain suicide should be fine!
Heres the scenario,
A person no body knows of ( a john doe ) offs themselves.
AND NOBODY LIVING KNOWS HIM, absolutly no one.
So is this wrong?
Has he hurt anybody with his death? no.
It's his own body and life shouldn't he be the one who decides what he can do with it?
Now I know there is probably a million flaws behind this theory.
I just wanted to throw it out there and see what happens.
PS: This situation is hypothetical. I hughly doubt anyone on this planet isn't known by at least one person living, or even a pet.

Now unto music.

I just purchased young machetes by the blood brothers the other day.
It is amazing, They fused so many nifty genres into their music it's insane.
They have 50's crooning, jazz, late 60's rock, spazz/hardcore, and pop somehow mixed into one album. If you knew blood brothers before you'd of recognized them by their cacauphony of noise they created and strange vocals, revolutionaries of the punk and hardcore scene. well their newer stuff is defiantly much more commercially sound, but they still are doing what they want and the lyrics are still amazing.
So defiantly listen to these guys if you are awesome. If you aren't awesome you'll tell me blood brothers are bad. This is true. It has been posted.

In other news cows have solid hoofs bewarned.

<>< mantrain